Less Miserable  Before I throw away Every piece of hope I'll give one last try Stare blankly into All the madness displayed Looking back to days When we didn't feel so sad Watch as the soul decay Slowly chipping life away I walk down the road on my own Give me one reason not to go I got nothing left, nothing more I want to leave But I wanna believe So I'm waiting for the night to come I'm fading into you Wading through the sea of pain So please, can it be better than before？ I want to leave But I wanna believe More If I lose my faith, give in And put a gun against my head Blow out the words you fed Spill all my memories What's stopping you From happy ending With a smile？ I want to leave But I wanna believe So I've been waiting for the night to come I'm fading into you Wading through the sea of pain So please, can it be better than before？ I want to live But I couldn't believe I want to leave But I wanna believe Why？ I'm done trying To be satisfied So can I at least feel A little less miserable now？ (Let me go now, let me go now) I wanna be Less miserable I wanna be I wanna be I wanna be | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY・HRSM | HRSM | Before I throw away Every piece of hope I'll give one last try Stare blankly into All the madness displayed Looking back to days When we didn't feel so sad Watch as the soul decay Slowly chipping life away I walk down the road on my own Give me one reason not to go I got nothing left, nothing more I want to leave But I wanna believe So I'm waiting for the night to come I'm fading into you Wading through the sea of pain So please, can it be better than before？ I want to leave But I wanna believe More If I lose my faith, give in And put a gun against my head Blow out the words you fed Spill all my memories What's stopping you From happy ending With a smile？ I want to leave But I wanna believe So I've been waiting for the night to come I'm fading into you Wading through the sea of pain So please, can it be better than before？ I want to live But I couldn't believe I want to leave But I wanna believe Why？ I'm done trying To be satisfied So can I at least feel A little less miserable now？ (Let me go now, let me go now) I wanna be Less miserable I wanna be I wanna be I wanna be |
| Me against myself (Psychotherapy Version) I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go Tired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go If you could come halfway Then maybe I could stay I'm trying to get by I won't feel so much pain If you could stop this rain And I feel more alive Tired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY | HRSM | I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go Tired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go If you could come halfway Then maybe I could stay I'm trying to get by I won't feel so much pain If you could stop this rain And I feel more alive Tired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go |
| Stuck Been having thoughts that I cannot deal I keep drowning them so I won't feel Don't ask me “how does that make you feel？” I'm so better off being all by myself, to heal Just like holding a breath under the body of water Longer it gets, the harder it becomes I wish I knew an easy way of letting go I'm left behind and everyone is gone I'm still asleep with all the curtains drawn But tell me again how this is all my fault (Drive me insane for all the pain I've caused) I feel stuck on a road and I don't know where to go I've been trying really hard just to pull myself apart So sick of being caught in a middle I wish I could stay right here, breathe just a little It's straining me, it's draining out my will It's drowning me, and here I'm standing still But then again, I am to blame for causing this eternal stalemate Oh why？ Left behind and everyone is gone I'm still asleep with all the curtains drawn But tell me again how I should change myself (Drive me insane for all the pain and) I feel stuck on a road and I don't know where to go I've been trying really hard just to pull myself apart So sick of being caught in a middle I wish I could stay right here, breathe just a little Now who I used to be is still in a coma The only way to cope I wish I could just cry my heart out Just shout it out loud All I can do is breathe just a little Stuck on a road and I don't know where to go Trying really hard just to pull myself apart So sick of being caught in a middle So sick of being caught in a middle So sick of being caught in a middle | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY・HRSM | HRSM | Been having thoughts that I cannot deal I keep drowning them so I won't feel Don't ask me “how does that make you feel？” I'm so better off being all by myself, to heal Just like holding a breath under the body of water Longer it gets, the harder it becomes I wish I knew an easy way of letting go I'm left behind and everyone is gone I'm still asleep with all the curtains drawn But tell me again how this is all my fault (Drive me insane for all the pain I've caused) I feel stuck on a road and I don't know where to go I've been trying really hard just to pull myself apart So sick of being caught in a middle I wish I could stay right here, breathe just a little It's straining me, it's draining out my will It's drowning me, and here I'm standing still But then again, I am to blame for causing this eternal stalemate Oh why？ Left behind and everyone is gone I'm still asleep with all the curtains drawn But tell me again how I should change myself (Drive me insane for all the pain and) I feel stuck on a road and I don't know where to go I've been trying really hard just to pull myself apart So sick of being caught in a middle I wish I could stay right here, breathe just a little Now who I used to be is still in a coma The only way to cope I wish I could just cry my heart out Just shout it out loud All I can do is breathe just a little Stuck on a road and I don't know where to go Trying really hard just to pull myself apart So sick of being caught in a middle So sick of being caught in a middle So sick of being caught in a middle |
| Brave New World “I'm claiming my rights to be perfectly unhappy” You must be upset We make you forget Take this, have no fear We'll save you from yourself So you can carry on If you're being sad, take a half gram of happiness You'll be alright Nothing makes you sad, if you live in this perfect world In this brave new world In this brave new world In this brave new world “I don't want this” “Let me feel it” If you're being sad, take a half gram of happiness You'll be alright Nothing makes you sad, if you live in this perfect world Perfect world “Give me back my life” “Happiness is never grand” “I want to feel sad Than lose control In my broken world” I want to feel sad Let me feel it now | Trymatic | NECKY | HRSM | HRSM | “I'm claiming my rights to be perfectly unhappy” You must be upset We make you forget Take this, have no fear We'll save you from yourself So you can carry on If you're being sad, take a half gram of happiness You'll be alright Nothing makes you sad, if you live in this perfect world In this brave new world In this brave new world In this brave new world “I don't want this” “Let me feel it” If you're being sad, take a half gram of happiness You'll be alright Nothing makes you sad, if you live in this perfect world Perfect world “Give me back my life” “Happiness is never grand” “I want to feel sad Than lose control In my broken world” I want to feel sad Let me feel it now |
| Psychotherapy Told you my secret Thought I'll be cured Didn't mean anything At all Everything I suffer from Is in my head Still in my head Go through a checklist Label my sickness Color me broken Still nothing's working Don't analyze me Please understand me I can't believe this Psychotherapy Psychotherapy Psychotherapy Fuck this therapy Fuck this therapy Fuck this therapy Fuck your therapy Fuck your therapy Fuck your therapy Psychotherapy | Trymatic | NECKY | HRSM | HRSM | Told you my secret Thought I'll be cured Didn't mean anything At all Everything I suffer from Is in my head Still in my head Go through a checklist Label my sickness Color me broken Still nothing's working Don't analyze me Please understand me I can't believe this Psychotherapy Psychotherapy Psychotherapy Fuck this therapy Fuck this therapy Fuck this therapy Fuck your therapy Fuck your therapy Fuck your therapy Psychotherapy |
| Wake up曖昧な表情で 視線が空中遊泳 核心には未だ誰も迫れないまま 過剰な忖度 踊り続けて 心の底は澱んでいく 綺麗事の世界で 真実を一つ口にした I'm going my way Keep going your way (So wake up, and just start it now) 響け この言葉で 誰も届かない方へ I'm going my way (So wake up, and just shout it out) 未練、愚痴や後悔が 積み重なっても笑えんのか？ I'm going my way Keep going your way (So wake up, and just start it now) 響け この言葉で 誰も届かない方へ I'm going my way (So wake up, and just shout it out) 底なしの闇に 吸い込まれるように 薄れるリアリティ 焦がれてた光景に 近付けるのなら 飲み込んだ言葉で はち切れるなら 吐き出しちまおうぜ I'm fighting my way Keep faking your way (Or wake up, and just start it now) I'm going my way Keep going my way (So wake up, and just shout it out) 届け この言葉が 誰かに響くなら I'm going my way (So wake up, and just start it now) | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY | HRSM | 曖昧な表情で 視線が空中遊泳 核心には未だ誰も迫れないまま 過剰な忖度 踊り続けて 心の底は澱んでいく 綺麗事の世界で 真実を一つ口にした I'm going my way Keep going your way (So wake up, and just start it now) 響け この言葉で 誰も届かない方へ I'm going my way (So wake up, and just shout it out) 未練、愚痴や後悔が 積み重なっても笑えんのか？ I'm going my way Keep going your way (So wake up, and just start it now) 響け この言葉で 誰も届かない方へ I'm going my way (So wake up, and just shout it out) 底なしの闇に 吸い込まれるように 薄れるリアリティ 焦がれてた光景に 近付けるのなら 飲み込んだ言葉で はち切れるなら 吐き出しちまおうぜ I'm fighting my way Keep faking your way (Or wake up, and just start it now) I'm going my way Keep going my way (So wake up, and just shout it out) 届け この言葉が 誰かに響くなら I'm going my way (So wake up, and just start it now) |
| Pyro(Though I'm so jaded Maybe I need to keep me sedated) Old and tainted, my magic spell's all faded away And I'm now outdated, but I fool myself telling there's still a way Though I'm so jaded Maybe I need to keep me sedated Voices in me saying “it's all over, don't even try, what a disgrace” Walking off with scarred and broken spirit Bottling fear Spark in my eyes once turned into flame But now it's a candle caught in a wind Spark in my eyes once turned into flame But now it's a candle caught in a wind Oh I was so jaded Needed reason to be persuaded (Voices in me saying…) Now Let's start again Voices in me saying “it's not over！ Don't even cry, what a disgrace！” Walk it off with scarred and broken spirit Just like a breeze Rising from the ashes that I've burned Silence the noise in your head now Through the darkest hours I returned To set the world on fire So surrender your soul Remember your goal Yeah I'm in control Now witness So surrender your soul Remember your goal Yeah I'm in control Now watch me burn It's my turn to burn It's my turn to burn It's my turn to burn | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY | HRSM・TAKUMI | (Though I'm so jaded Maybe I need to keep me sedated) Old and tainted, my magic spell's all faded away And I'm now outdated, but I fool myself telling there's still a way Though I'm so jaded Maybe I need to keep me sedated Voices in me saying “it's all over, don't even try, what a disgrace” Walking off with scarred and broken spirit Bottling fear Spark in my eyes once turned into flame But now it's a candle caught in a wind Spark in my eyes once turned into flame But now it's a candle caught in a wind Oh I was so jaded Needed reason to be persuaded (Voices in me saying…) Now Let's start again Voices in me saying “it's not over！ Don't even cry, what a disgrace！” Walk it off with scarred and broken spirit Just like a breeze Rising from the ashes that I've burned Silence the noise in your head now Through the darkest hours I returned To set the world on fire So surrender your soul Remember your goal Yeah I'm in control Now witness So surrender your soul Remember your goal Yeah I'm in control Now watch me burn It's my turn to burn It's my turn to burn It's my turn to burn |
| PARADISETell me why I'm still in here I swear to god, I made it clear Made a wish, and even prayed I was only fighting for my freedom but you think I betrayed (Worthless heartless) If I knew what lies behind The walls around me I won't be fine I'll use everything to sacrifice When it's over, I'll be free, I'll leave them high and dry Shut up, just let me pay that price I feel like I'm always trapped in this god damn paradise Made a choice, still unfulfilled With all the time I could have killed My self esteem is gone within I'm forced to play this stupid game Where I can never win Cause no one ever treats me right And nothing really feels alright It's hopeless I tried, to leave this world behind Now I know I was being so blind I got nothing more to sacrifice Now it's over, I'm not free, I'm stuck and left to cry Look at me now I paid my price I feel like I'm always trapped And I wonder Why did I do this to myself？ I had it all before, but I wanted something more Why did I do this to myself？ Now I'm just memories of what I used to be It was my lost paradise Why did I do this to myself？ | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY | HRSM | Tell me why I'm still in here I swear to god, I made it clear Made a wish, and even prayed I was only fighting for my freedom but you think I betrayed (Worthless heartless) If I knew what lies behind The walls around me I won't be fine I'll use everything to sacrifice When it's over, I'll be free, I'll leave them high and dry Shut up, just let me pay that price I feel like I'm always trapped in this god damn paradise Made a choice, still unfulfilled With all the time I could have killed My self esteem is gone within I'm forced to play this stupid game Where I can never win Cause no one ever treats me right And nothing really feels alright It's hopeless I tried, to leave this world behind Now I know I was being so blind I got nothing more to sacrifice Now it's over, I'm not free, I'm stuck and left to cry Look at me now I paid my price I feel like I'm always trapped And I wonder Why did I do this to myself？ I had it all before, but I wanted something more Why did I do this to myself？ Now I'm just memories of what I used to be It was my lost paradise Why did I do this to myself？ |
| Phantom PainErase the fate, and kill the pain The feigned disease that I sustained The fragment in my head begins to ache I come apart, disintegrate With all the symptoms that I've found (I'm still searching; this happened before) Before the poison spreads around And eats into my mind Make it go away！ It never goes away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ I'm bleeding out, but the scars don't fade away (It's just an illusion in my head) Screaming out, but the voices don't decay (It's haunting, laughing in my face) Cut ‘em off, let it all go down the drain (It's just an illusion in my head) Make it stop, ‘cause it's driving me insane This phantom pain And then, when all the ties are severed clean (I'm still hurting; but I know I'll be) I'll be at peace, I won't be seen Embrace the void I'll disappear I'll disappear Make ‘em go away！ They never go away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ I'm bleeding out, but the scars don't fade away (It's just an illusion in my head) Screaming out, but the voices don't decay (It's haunting, laughing in my face) Cut ‘em off, let it all go down the drain (It's just an illusion in my head) Make it stop, ‘cause it's driving me insane This phantom pain Make ‘em go away！ They never go away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Erase the past, and burn the bridge Evaporate, I'll run away I'll go astray be on my way This side of me cannot resuscitate I'm bleeding out, but the scars don't fade away (It's just an illusion in my head) Screaming out, but the voices don't decay (It's haunting, laughing in my face) Cut ‘em off, let it all go down the drain (It's just an illusion in my head) Make it stop, ‘cause it's driving me insane This phantom pain Make ‘em go away！ They never go away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ | Trymatic | NECKY | HRSM | HRSM | Erase the fate, and kill the pain The feigned disease that I sustained The fragment in my head begins to ache I come apart, disintegrate With all the symptoms that I've found (I'm still searching; this happened before) Before the poison spreads around And eats into my mind Make it go away！ It never goes away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ I'm bleeding out, but the scars don't fade away (It's just an illusion in my head) Screaming out, but the voices don't decay (It's haunting, laughing in my face) Cut ‘em off, let it all go down the drain (It's just an illusion in my head) Make it stop, ‘cause it's driving me insane This phantom pain And then, when all the ties are severed clean (I'm still hurting; but I know I'll be) I'll be at peace, I won't be seen Embrace the void I'll disappear I'll disappear Make ‘em go away！ They never go away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ I'm bleeding out, but the scars don't fade away (It's just an illusion in my head) Screaming out, but the voices don't decay (It's haunting, laughing in my face) Cut ‘em off, let it all go down the drain (It's just an illusion in my head) Make it stop, ‘cause it's driving me insane This phantom pain Make ‘em go away！ They never go away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Erase the past, and burn the bridge Evaporate, I'll run away I'll go astray be on my way This side of me cannot resuscitate I'm bleeding out, but the scars don't fade away (It's just an illusion in my head) Screaming out, but the voices don't decay (It's haunting, laughing in my face) Cut ‘em off, let it all go down the drain (It's just an illusion in my head) Make it stop, ‘cause it's driving me insane This phantom pain Make ‘em go away！ They never go away！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ Leave me alone！ |
| Me Against MyselfTired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright Running out of patience Running out of time Now I gotta deal with it myself But search for answer comes up empty every time If you could come halfway Then maybe I could stay I'm trying to get by I won't feel so much pain If you could stop this rain And I feel more alive Leap of faith lead to my downfall Now I just wanna crash I never even want it all But now it's gone in a flash I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go When all is said and done I'm broken and undone Your words don't break my bones But I always cry alone I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself | Trymatic | NECKY | NECKY | HRSM | Tired of making bad decisions, it's time I play this right This plastic smile is stuck forever, I've never been alright Running out of patience Running out of time Now I gotta deal with it myself But search for answer comes up empty every time If you could come halfway Then maybe I could stay I'm trying to get by I won't feel so much pain If you could stop this rain And I feel more alive Leap of faith lead to my downfall Now I just wanna crash I never even want it all But now it's gone in a flash I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go When all is said and done I'm broken and undone Your words don't break my bones But I always cry alone I wanted to end this I wish I could save it But I'm on a verge of breaking down I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself I won't pretend it I'm not gonna make it I'm on a verge of falling down It's going nowhere So now just let me go I just can't stand it I never planned this It's always me against myself |
