Can't tell what is dreams and what is reality
Can't tell since you went and left it all up to me
Wish I could just wake up some other day
First time is the worst time or so they say

It's like everyone around can hear my heart pound
Like I can't do nothing, watching as I fall down
Do me a favor just play the music loud
Hey

I wanted to believe you so I allowed
You to make me think that I was just being proud
While you spun my trust in circles around and round
Hey

When did I fall so in love with the lies
It's so clear now I can't help but cry
I know I know if I ask myself why
My worries my fears

The truth is nothing is holding me back
I'm just stuck in the past
If I could just give myself a chance
I'm not scared of the tears

Rain in the city looks so different today
Now that I know I think I wanna stay

I'm listening to my heart and it still pounds
Sometimes it's okay cause we all fall down
Just close your eyes and put on the music loud
Hey

I've chosen to believe in myself aloud
Finally a choice that I can be proud
Now there's nobody to stop me, just look around
Hey

I was so in love with the lies
All so clear now I can't help but cry
I know I know if I ask myself why
My worries, my fears

It's true there's nothing holding me back
I was just stuck in the past
If I just give myself a chance
I'm not scared of the tears

I guess I had to lose to win
To see just how close I'd been
To leave the cage that I put myself in
No worries, no fears

Now there's nothing holding me back
I've left it all in the past
It's time to give me a chance
I'm not scared of the tears